Friday, November 13, 2009

We had no idea... Day 365 12NOV09

One year ago today we had no idea how drastically our lives were about to change over the next few days. Joshua had been fighting off what we thought was bronchitis for a week and just wasn't getting any better. Renee took him to the doctor and she was concerned that his spleen seem enlarged so she schedule him for a sonogram and an x-ray the next morning. This would be our last "normal" night at home. My mom and my brother were in from out of town and we had planned to spend the next day hanging out and visiting. My memory of that night has been clouded by all the days that have followed. We were a little worried about Joshua but felt sure it was nothing, we have never been so wrong.

Today thankfully was like most other days lately. Joshua got up and took a bike ride with Renee and then played while Jarrod was in school. He ran up to the grocery store with me to get a few things and get out of the house for a bit. He has been feeling a little blah the last day or so but seemed a little better this afternoon.

This evening we were off to the Children's Cancer Center to be a part of a parents focus group for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society. It included a nice diner and a chance for the kids to play while we talked. I know the kids played hard because they were both tired out. We all sat on the couch and read a little bit from the new book we started before they dragged themselves off to bed.

3 comments:

Nonna said...

Hey Snuggle Monkey,

This is not a day I want to remember. But it's also a day I cannot forget. It's difficult to believe it's been a year since Leukemia barged into your life without an invitation. And it's even more difficult to remember life without Leukemia.

Eric and I will never forget the devastation and feeling of utter helplessness when we heard the news. Nor will I ever erase the image of your bravery as you were told the news. And you haven't faltered one step since.

I stand in awe of your courage Snuggle Monkey. When handed a bitter basket of Lemons, you chose to make the sweetest batch of Lemonade!

Keep standing strong and tall Mighty Warrior - you are indeed The Champion!

Tons of Love, Hugs and Kisses,

Nonna

Laura and Frank said...

Who knew? I remember the phone call from Renee telling me what was going on.

Joshua, you are a strong boy and watching all of you fight cancer together has taught me many things. When your Dad set up your blog we were so relieved because we could get daily updates.

Stay strong. Know we love you all. Laura & Frank

Jamie(Sister) said...

One year already Joshy!! Oh my gosh i cant believe it!!
You have come such a long way buddy!! We are soo proud of you. You are kicking this thing right in butt and its working!! ;) Keep up the awesome work love bug!!! =)

XOXO LOVE JAMIE ALLIE BELLA AND CHRISTIAN